Finally!!
Yes, yes, yes!!! Finally I’ve managed to pass my CT5 paper… After 5 attempts, 1 letter of my own together with 1 supporting letter from my boss, 4 years and 3 companies, I finally get rid of CT5… I’ve dreamed of this moment for ages,,, I even imagined for so many times how I would react on the day I passed this paper… jumping up and down while screaming out loud… hugging everyone around me…surprised by everyone saying "CONGRATULATIONS!!!" when i enter the office…hanging out with friends partying after office hours.. you know all the she bang you do when u’ve succeeded in something…
But I guess after 4 years it all tend to fade away.. I did get a surprise though… the morning when the results came out, i checked my phone a couple of times waiting for somebody to send me a congratulation sms.. but by the time i need to get ready to go to the office, i realised that i need to face the reality and the fact that i had failed again for the zillionth time… i was practically dragging my legs to the office.. once i reached the parking lot, i saw a car of my most unfavourable colleague, and i didn’t feel like bumping into him in the lift or something.. so i rush myself, trying to beat him but as the door of the lift opened, first person i saw was him… and the first word he said was "CONGRATULATIONS"…. i jumped and almost hugged him…eeeuuuwww…but that was it.. no crowd cheering me as i entered the office.. no phone calls…no partying after office hours… nobody to celebrate it with… eventhough i’ve just passed the paper that i wanted to pass so badly.. i can only feel the moment of glory for just 2 minutes which was from the 2nd floor all the way to 16th floor…
Imagine if i didn’t pass the paper… i would probably wouldn’t even reached 16th floor by now… 
