Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder….

It’s been awhile now that I haven’t been writing anything here…well it’s not that I’m busy or anything…it’s just that I have nothing to write…that shows how boring my life is…unlike some people…i just read one of my friend’s blog and i kinda envy her…she’s having a wonderful life..i think this year is her year..passing exams…joining salsa class…had a great celebration on her b’day…

Me? I thought this year is gonna be my year since I had the lousiest year last year..but turns out, it is still the same..though i did manage to get a job in Bank Negara and so far so good…great colleagues, got my own new laptop, not so bad boss, etc but other than that life has been quite mundane…

Oh yesss, since i have had it with everlasting looking for housemate, bought a house recently…but it’s not gonna be ready until early 2008…so, from now until then, i still have to put up with what i have now…been playing a lot of volleyball lately, since I’m now BNM player, but with my leg injury, I can’t improve much…still a lousy player as before…I guess me and the bench have become good friends now…

What else…aaahhhh, the never ending lust on guys that I cannot have…it’s either he is someone else’s boyfriend, husband or he’s gay..yup yup…that’s my life.. although it seems like I have everything on someone else’s eyes but deep inside, there’s a whole range of emptiness that I think I can never fulfill…I thought by smoking more, it’ll all go away…but it’s still there when I wake up the next morning….sigh…