Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder….

Yup, today is my last day at Prudential Singapore, the end of my 3 months contract term…sigh..eventhough I missed KL so much, I have to admit that it is just a blessing for me to be able to work here in Singapore and Prudential some more…no. 1 insurance company! What can I say, they only hire the best, even for the contract staff..hehe..I really had a great time here..made new friends..explored almost the entire country…it’s like a second home!

so the next question is where am I going? seriously, I don’t know…I’ll be jobless again, I guess.. and penniless..just got to know from HR that I won’t be getting my last pay check anytime soon…have to wait for the Inland Revenue people to confirm how much they need to deduct tax from my salary..damn it! I was thinking of doing some last minute shopping tomorrow, before I leave..

To tell you the truth, this is the first time in my life that I don’t know where I’m heading…I should be scared but I’m not..cause I sort of give up already…like whatever happens, happens…I prolly need to get my ass up, maybe do some part time jobs…it’s like "kais pagi, makan pagi, kais petang, makan petang"…plus, I need to find a new housemate, yeah, again…If only I have my own house..I’m getting tired of this household problems! like nobody cleaning the kitchen, they just know how to make it dirty…nobody bothered to take care of the bills and yet they are using the water and electricity…same goes with bathroom/toilets, living room, etc….are there no decent civilised people in this world anymore?!!

There you go..my frustrations…and that’s what u called life…Oh prince charming, prince charming, where art thou, prince charming…

Is it real? Last night after watching not-so-good, self-disappointment peformance from katharine mcphee and chris daughtry (american idol), somehow I accidentally switched into this channel where it was showing a documentary or some sort of a forum on whether the Da Vinci book is telling facts or fiction?

Well obviously, it is fiction! However, according to the documentary, a lot of people out there somehow after reading the book found themselves believing in it…I guess Dan Brown IS a good writer until I myself wondered "wow, this sounded so true and logical!" especially the part where Mona Lisa is actually Leonardo Da Vinci himself potraying as a lady (drag, haha), nevertheless, my amusement declined after last night when I found out that he actually copy cat the idea from another  book published earlier titled "Holy Blood, Holy Grail"…

Anyways, based on the documentary last night, it’s all just fiction although undoubtedly, Leonardo’s paintings represent a lot of doubtfulness and intrigues…also the part where this secret society, "Priory of Sion" exists (where the grand masters include Isaac Newton, Victor Hugo and Leonardo) is not true..apparently it was created by this looking-for-fame-and-fortune guy who claimed he is the descendant of Jesus himself….talk about day dreaming…so happy watching the movie!! cause I know I will!

Dun feel like doing anything today… another 2 hours to go before I could head home…had a fun weekend with Sudin yesterday…what else can you do with Sudin except for eat, eat, eat….I’m not feeling that well also, been going to the ladies a few times already…must be due to the amount of food intake yesterday…also, I think i’m having my PMS soon…have to pity my colleague sitting next to me…I’ve been ignoring him all day…haha

Sigh…dunno why I feel so down today…maybe because of the whether…cause it’s damn hot outside…what else can I blame on?? Been reading Da Vinci code…have to finish it before the movie comes out…at first I find the story line quite intriguing but after 3/4 of the book, I think it’s another of that "eyes wide shut" movie…dunno what’s all the commotion about…

Still haven’t found a job…well, haven’t applied to any, what do you expect??? Arghhh…dun wanna think about it! Guess still hoping for BNM to get back to me.. Better stop writing now, cause I think I need to pay another visit to the ladies…

Yeah, went back to KL, AGAIN! This time is because my sister from Perak coming down to KL..and I haven’t been seeing my nieces for quite some time, so kinda missed them..anyways, it was a tiring trip, I hate cheap buses!! First of all, they are always late! and then, they always stopped at lousy rest area with lousy food! I was so hungry when I reached KL, didn’t even bother how much the taxi charged me, cause I was so in a hurry to reach my sister’s house so that I could have my decent meal…and yeah, it was a decent meal indeed…had a headache after that…sigh…

We went out for dinner and watched a movie the next morning until when it’s aquaria’s time, I ditched them and head off to KLIA to fetch Mazri, forced Din and Azhar to come along…like a small unplanned trip since I didn’t get to go to Sungai Gabai…I was so disappointed actually cause I’m starting to drift apart from the club activities and members as expected (I guess that phrase "out of sight out mind" is always applied)….well you have to choose your battle..can’t win them all..

Either way, I’m glad that I got to spend quality time with my family…although got interrupted when I had emergency call from Arie when him and Mazri got stucked in between doors, haha…sorry can’t help much there… reached singapore around 1 am since it was very jam all the way to south..damn…and the most frustrating part was my friend’s parents are still around when I reached home, sigh…I was kinda rude a bit when they asked me questions and babbling away and I did say a word…really can’t take it, especially when I was really tired and all I can think of is sleep!