Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder….

I just realised that most of my blogs are about unhappiness and sad stories. Well, what can I say, this IS MY LIFE, sigh Anyways, I’m glad that people around me are doing well, you know, my friends, ex-colleagues and my family… Was in a shock when I found out about my friend from Vietnam joining Great Eastern soon! He’s such a great guy, I’m happy that he’s gonna be back in KL (there goes my free accommodation if I go to Vietnam, hehe)

Work is as per normal, had a long chat with my boss yesterday when he was sending me back after a long tiring frisbee session…damn I really felt like a dog..running here and there trying to catch that freaking frisbee. We managed to come up with a strategy! Since I’m lousy at throwing but fabulous at catching, so everytime it’s our turn, I just ran as fast as I can to the scoring goal post and get ready to catch the frisbee…and since my boss is such a precise strong thrower (is there such a word?!), most of the time, I did the touch down!! What an ass kisser, haha…

Anyways, heard about Urban Spikerz not being able to book the court for our internal league…damn it!! I was so excited about it until I managed to find 6 orange colour nike t-shirts with the price of just RM39 each! I went all over singapore to look for it, and it is very frustrating that we have to go all over again about the date arrangement, ARRRGGHHH!! Almost all the people involved have confirmed their participation and now we have to go through it again! Talk about bad management! Now I’m pushing for my sister who works in Telekom to check whether they have indoor courts available for this event. Hope everything will work fine after this, cause no matter what I WILL MAKE THIS HAPPEN! wah, like real, hehe

I really envy those people know knows what they want in life, some people even have a 5 or 10 year plan…I can’t even tell what I’m gonna do after May this year…yeah, I kinda got a hint from my boss that they are gonna offer me a permanent job here, i wasn’t supposed to tell anyone, but I did, knowing me, always have something to bitch around…most of them told me to take it, used almost the same line…"u’re still young, this is your time, u’ll earn a lot of money, bla bla bla"… if only money is not an issue.. but my heart is in Malaysia…I can’t do it, seriously, this time I’m gonna go with my heart, and not think too much…no matter how stupid they think I am…this might be a golden opportunity for some people but not me, I can always make money somewhere else…

If only BNM accepted my application before, then I wouldn’t need to go through all this trouble…sigh…

Anyways, I’m meeting a friend of mine this coming thursday for a job opportunity in PSA (prudential services asia)…worse case scenario, I might as well accept it…don’t think i can afford to be jobless again…i’m like everywhere man unlike one of my friend, he’s in a best period of his life now, love his job, love his life and recently he’s happily coupled with this GREAT guy (which is also one my friends)…i’m almost 30 and i really don’t expect my life to still be in a mess…why can’t I just have a simple life?! I should be a full housewife by now with 3 kids at least, happily married to a simple guy with enough money to support me and my kids…

I soooo don’t feel like living right now…

It’s been a while i haven’t fallen sick…maybe because everytime i feel like i’m going to get sick, I will take all sorts of medicine, no iced drinks and sleep for longer hours…so here I am, desperate to be healthy cause since i’m under contract staff, can’t take any MCs, otherwise they’ll deduct it as unpaid leaves…damn…

i’ve been out almost every night last week, and ever since yesterday, I was and still tired..my body is not as strong as 5 yrs ago…i can’t think properly, sleepy all day long even after i forced myself to sleep by 11pm…this morning i almost missed my stop (raffles place MRT station) cause i was too busy dozzing off…it’s like after taking sleeping pills…i soo need to take multivitamins, or sooner or later, my boss will realised that i don’t understand shit what he’s talking about all this while…hehehe

This week, we’ll be working only for 3 days..this coming friday is a holiday and the day before that, we are going to have a team building session….somewhere in Pulau Ubin, should be exciting…not sure whether i have enough energy after that to go back to KL…maybe i’ll wait until the next morning…not too keen to go back to KL cause all my friends seem to be quite busy with their advance planned activities

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you’re ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don’t wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn’t in what you’re doing, you won’t be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That’s why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you’re feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it’s great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

You guys can try it too, got this from Wai Sum

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Last saturday I tried to cover as much places as I can..those places that I didn’t managed to cover before.. Went to Arab Street for lunch… the murtabak there is fabulous! yum yum…walked around the area before going for zuhur prayers… found a shop that sells islamic books and music, and guess what? found a lot of malaysian artists who made albums in English and they sounded really cool… kinda weird that i can’t find their albums in Malaysia…

After that, went to catch a movie "ultraviolet" (warning : sucky movie, DO NOT watch!)…the soundtrack is really good (will try to get one as soon as the album is out)…and the cinema that i went to just open a few weeks ago (Cathay Cineleisure)..it’s nearby Plaza Singapura…the place is damn nice and comfortable, spacious and the seats are like heaven for your butt… it’s really worth it if u’re paying SGD10 compared to RM10, hehe…

Did a bit of window shopping after that…after a while, can’t really feel my legs.. and I remembered that there’s this halal jap restaurant somewhere in Far East Plaza (Orchard MRT)…so I went there and had a feast! I ordered so many until I felt like I was the Jap King! hehe…

I was so tired the next day so basically just lepak watching TV…supposed to meet Che’ Din but he bailed out at the last minute…was so excited of the thought of crossing the border, missed Malaysia so much! Although I was just there last week…

Anyways, after all the happening things I’ve done, it wouldn’t be as fun if u’re doing it by yourself…