Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder….

Another day with nothing to do…I guess when you’re single and have no commitments at all, work is the only way to kill time…so in my case, total emptiness!! I did send my resume to a few companies where I can imagine myself sticking there for a long time but unfortunately no replies until now. I guess with the bad timing (year end) and all, or my charm is not working this time.

I haven’t been eating well too…with all the anxiety of not working for over a month and I had this small fight with one of my closest friend which is still going on and had this offer for a short term contract in Singapore which I don’t really wanna go but I think I have to since I am broke!!

I know I cannot complaint much cause there are other people that are less fortunate than me but I’m sure in some ways, they are happy…that’s the most important thing in life….you can only be happy when you can share it with someone….Even when you are in a difficult situation, as long as you have someone to support and guide you, you can never be unhappy…

Anyways, even still with the eating disorder, I’m still FAT!!!!

….What have I done? I quit from my current job before I found another one…how stupid can I be? Maybe in my mind, I thought that I was so good, that in no time I could get another job easily!! How arrogant was I? Ah well…I haven’t been unemployed before…so I guess this is a lesson learnt…and I just hope that this low season of my life will end soon…

Anyways, for the past few weeks, I have been busy with organising an annual dinner for my volleyball club…best dinner I’ve ever had…well the food sucks but everything else was superb!! Anyways, I think I’ve been hanging out with PLUs too much already…of course they are a bunch of very nice people, but i’m just afraid that I’ll get hurt along the way, like one of my dearest friend.

I seriously dunno what will happen next…Just wish that my life is soo much simpler than this….