Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder….

Ah well…another few days to go before I start with my new job…really nervous, Soon reminded me to change my profile (Soon is that Fat Boy Aussie-wanna-be fella) from Prudential to Great Eastern…hahaha…just opened an account bank with OCBC…another account..guess the more jobs you change to the more bank accounts you have…sigh…

Just finished my harry potter book…it really bummed me out! I can’t believe I’m still thinking about it…arghhhh!!!!…what a sad ending…i guess harry will be embarking a different journey next…can’t say much in here cause wai sum will kill me..with all the exams coming guess she doesn’t have much time to spare reading another book…she said she won’t read my blog if i post in the summary of what happen to harry…

Anyways, will be heading to perhentian tomorrow, not going to be so excited cause afraid i will jinx it…something bad might happen and i won’t get the fun get away that I wanted…eventhough it will be more exciting if i get to go with the guy that i like…what to do, u can’t force people to do what they don’t wanna do…so that’s it…

ps: Veh den, when are you coming back!!!!!

Today is my last day here…can’t believe this day will ever come…I’m a bit clueless actually cause everybody keep on asking me how am I feeling today, to tell you the truth, I’m not sure myself! Am I supposed to be happy? Am I supposed to be sad? I dunno!! I mean this is my first job ever…and I’ve been working here for almost 6 years! I almost qualified for that 28 days annual leave for god sake!

Well, last two weeks as I mentioned before, two of my colleagues just resigned, and they looked so happy, they acted so happy, god one of them can’t even stop laughing without reason for the last two three days before he left….and I don’t have that kinda feeling…why????! I don’t wanna admit that I feel sad cause why should I? I was treated badly by my boss here, that’s why I decided to leave! In fact that’s the only reason! And that’s why I feel so sad…I love working here, what’s not to love? The environment is good, there’s so many things to learn everyday and jennifer, niza and tony will always be here….tehehehe…

Last night was really really a headache…haven’t seen a horror movie for a long time and last night was a refreshment…Eventhough a lot of people said that it is a crappy movie but to me it was alright… but of course I haven’t seen "the ring" yet, man I hate the side effect after watching a horror movie, can’t even look at my car side mirror! Afraid that something will just popped up behind me!

Anyways, I do recommend this show if you really wanna have that scary thoughts stuck in your head for like a week…hehehe…next show will be fantastic 4!! My favourite actress Jessica Alba is in it!! You go Dark Angel!

ps: if you really wanna see a crappy movie, try War of the Worlds!

Have you ever been on tv?? Very rarely I supposed…well last tuesday was a blast!! I had dinner with two of my best colleagues (well ex-colleagues) who are also my best friends! Bitching around for a while, ate a lot as I recalled (this is not good for me…hehe) and then, I was supposed to skip my dance class that day cause you know how difficult it is to make an appointment with a friend let alone 2 friends who stay far away from you and attached…

So, in the end I decided to go instead cause Augy became so excited cause he never see me dance before (and the first time he heard that I dance, he made this weird sarcastic laugh….what a bitch…hehe)…anyways, when i reached there I was quite surprise with all the cameras and everything…they were like filming some show on hip hop dance or something and this camera guy really video recorded me up close and personal..it was so embarrassing and also a bit excited…hehehe…can’t wait to see me on tv…if only they told us earlier, then I could have worn something nicer or put on some make up…

Yeah..by this day next week, i’m gonna be officially unemployed…so basically today is my last tuesday here in Prudential…however they started not giving me any work ever since a month ago…I guess somehow they knew where I’m going already, that’s prolly why I’m sitting here with no pc and practically pretending that I’ve got stuff to do and that’s like few weeks ago..now I stopped pretending and I am actually a minesweeper master now..haha.. started doing that Sudoku puzzle recomended by wai sum (by the way she’s the nerdie hottie in my department)…

Some people say normally they’ll squeeze you right until the end… I mean giving you work to do and finish up whatever you’re doing…writing some documentations and handing over stuff to the next person…but I guess the department won’t be needing that from me…well there’s pros and cons…if you are swamp with work you won’t have the time to do anything else like packing up my stuff (which I think I should start doing it now) and chit chatting around (which I don’t have anyone to chit chat with since everyone seems to be very busy)…

2 of my colleagues (the last 2 from my batch) left the office or should I say the building 4 days ago…and I add in the sadness by looking through the pictures I have from those old days…those fun days…arghhh…this is what you called life…some people are so lucky enough to be having fun working together with a bunch of people that you love hanging out with at the same time…and some people just have to sit in front of their pc, do their work and at the same time hoping the day will pass through faster than it already is…can’t blame myself for thinking that way, since now that I have to work with a bunch of back stabbers, manipulators, political and kiasu people with a boss that encourage them to be like that…